12.28.2009

". . . DeeP iN THe HeaRT oF TeXaS"

TEXAS!!! I love it! I had the opportunity to go back right before Christmas to attend my brothers wedding and...it. was heaven. It is so nice to get away sometimes. Just to reboot. My Mom is such a help. I miss her all the time. She has become my best friend and the person that I tell pretty much everything to. I counted down the days till I got to spend time with her and when I was there the days flew by too quickly.
One of the things that I love about going to Texas (even though I don't consider San Antonio "home") there are so many things in my parents new home that bring back a flood of emotions and memories for me. I couldn't help but remember so many things from when I was in High School or even when I would come home for the summer from college. They still use my green striped floral comforter from high school on the guest bed. I just stared at that comforter and remembered so many things...things that I had buried.
It was overwhelming. I even had a day all to myself (when my parents left for a cruise) and I was packing to come home to Colorado. I was checking different drawers and under the bed to make sure I wasn't leaving anything behind and found my old High School Yearbooks. I sat there and looked at old photos of friends, and read things people he written to me. It was so funny to look back at those. So funny to read what people wrote...people that were/are so important in my life. ...gotta love high school. Is it pathetic that I miss high school? Life was so simple. (Don't get me wrong...I love my life. I love my kids...couldn't be more blessed. It's just the simplicity of high school was the best. And the friendships were...awesome. Friendships with people who really knew you. They were real.
I have just been on autopilot lately...probably since Cic was born. Life is busy and crazy. I just don't really allow myself to think. It's not indifference, it's just mechanical. As silly as it sounds, I do feel like a machine sometimes. Go, go, go...so much to do. Deadlines to meet, schedules to keep. I DO care and it DOES matter, I am just....treading water. I wish I could say it was comical, but I can't.
I threw all the schedules and deadlines out the window in Texas. It was so refreshing to just let go for a week. So hard to get back into the hustle and bustle of autopilot mode again.
Thanks for letting us come and wreck your house, Mom. We had a blast.
No High Chair...No Problem.
My Mom doesn't have ANY child proof things in her house and I am happy to say that Kai didn't break anything during our 11 day stay. (At least nothing that I know of.) It was a miracle!
It was so funny when it came time for Kai to eat b/c all my parents have are these cow hide bar stools. They are so tall and so scary looking for Kai to be sitting on. He fell off twice (onto the tile floor) and luckily managed to escape without a serious injury. To better secure him, my Mom thought it would be a good idea to tie a towel (used like a rope) around the chair (like a seat belt). It looked horrible and I was sure he would still fall off and now that he was attached to the chair, bring the chair down with him (on top of him). Luckily, my Mom's "safety harness" somehow worked and there were no more falls.

Polar Express 3-D

We went to the movie "Christmas Carol" while we were in Texas. I thought that Kai might be afraid of the ghosts in the movie, but he fell asleep instead. At the movie they give you these glasses to wear. We thought they would be so much more comfortable than the paper ones when you watch a 3-D movie at home. The next night we watched "Polar Express 3-D" and thought we would wear our movie theater glasses.

Well, jokes on us...those glasses only work in the theater. We ended up having to wear the paper ones after all.
SAS Shoes

My Mom found this really cool place called SAS shoes. They have the coolest antique cars and old buildings. I loved it and Kai had a blast climbing into these old cars and pretending to drive them.







Kai and Cic were fascinated with this bull. I couldn't believe how big it was.
Uncle Quinton was so good at reading a book to Kai before bedtime some nights. My family is so good to my kids.

Ugly Christmas Sweater Party

My dad is the branch president of a singles branch in San Antonio and they had a ugly sweater party while I was there. I helped my Mom find and ugly sweater and shirt at Goodwill, but my Dad just pulled an ugly sweater out of his closet and wore it. Classic dad...doesn't even have to look for an ugly sweater.


New Braunfels, Texas

My parents are planning a family reunion to New Braunfels, Texas this coming July. They wanted to show me the water park and the fun things to do around there so we drove to New Braunfels. There is so much to see and so much to do! What a fun place. I can't wait to go back!

They have a huge train table that Kai wouldn't take his eyes off. He was so excited!
When the train went around the backside he would run around and watch it go through the tunnel.
I love that my parents are so hands on with my kids and so active. Our trip was definitely "go, go, go... and that is what was so fun about it.




Gruene, Texas

Cutest town ever! I loved this place so much I had my Mom take me there twice on the trip. I love old buildings and little craft/hobby stores so I was in heaven. This town is so...TEXAS. I loved it. I want to take our family pictures in Gruene, Texas next year. So much fun.

Kai loved these reindeer. He thought they were real b/c they moved.


I just love these old buildings. There was some big concert the night we were there and the line of people waiting for the doors to open was incredible.

When we went back the next day to take in more of the town, we stopped to eat lunch and Cic was all smiles. I got some pretty cute shots of her smile.


Kai loves Grandma Lundeen so much. She is his best friend.



Gingerbread Houses

We did gingerbread houses in Texas this year and had a blast. My folks and I competed for the best house against the engaged couple. I think it is pretty obvious who won.

I love these pictures.



Love this picture with my folks. I can't even describe how I feel about them. So loving and so much fun! I had an absolute blast in Texas and will always treasure the memories I have from spending time with them on this trip. I can't even write about them without getting emotional. Sure wish we lived closer to them. Love you guys!!!
Love this picture of Cic and my Mom. She is such a little bird and always just opens her mouth when she wants my Mom to give her some bread.

Boots

Ben hates when I take naked pictures of Kai. I can't help myself though. Have you ever seen a cuter bum than this one?




Wedded Bliss

The real reason for our trip to Texas was to attend my little brother's wedding. I can't believe that Quin is really married. It still doesn't seem real...

They wed in a small chapel in Comfort, Texas. It was the smallest, most intimate wedding I have ever attended and I was so stressed out the whole time b/c it was SOOOOOO quiet. I felt like my kids were stealing the show and making a ton of noise the whole time. (My family was a big help with taking turns holding my kiddos and including them in everything. Thanks guys!)
Kai was playing hide and seek before the ceremony and was loving life. I love this smile.



Quinton right before the ceremony. He was so excited and kept asking everyone if they had seen Jennifer (his bride) and wanted to know if she "looked good." So funny.

Kai inspected the flowers and wanted to smell ALL of them.


My brothers and Kai-man before the ceremony.
I. love. this. shot.

Yup, Cic wore her Christmas dress. We looked really hard for a purple dress but b/c it was so close to Christmas there were none.

Jennifer walking down the aisle with her step-father.

My dad married them.

Quin pulled these faces all throughout the ceremony. Not sure what they mean.


Love this shot.


Probably my favorite shot ever of my brother, Ryan. Handsome....



Can you tell that my kids were passed around all evening? :)

Kai really wanted to stand next to Jennifer in some of the pictures. It was adorable. I think he was jealous.

Love. it.

My new Sis In-Law


My family. Doesn't this picture look awkward? No one is touching. lol...a picture speaks a thousand words....

Everyone but Ben. (He had to work.)



This is the nicest couple ever! The Edgemon's. Cute story. They were High School Sweethearts...I always thought I would marry my High School sweetheart (even though I was too afraid to really commit to anyone. I was in love with the idea of it.) I don't think it gets more romantic than that. She was amazing with Cici and held her most of the reception and even let Cic nap on her chest. Lifesavor!

My and the handsome groom.

The garter.

Quin just joined the Navy and so the garter was a Navy garter... He attempted to throw the garter twice and no one wanted to catch it so he eventually just picked it up and put it on Kai's head. (Kai gets kinda jealous that Cic gets to wear jewelry and headbands so he thought it was cool.

WAAAYYYYY past bedtime. Kai now has the "sleepy stare."

Fiesta Texas

My ticket to Fiesta Texas bought me a season pass for 2010. I guess we have yet another excuse/reason so go to San Antonio in 2010. We had a blast (and a few melt downs) while we were at the park and can't wait to go back.
This picture is funny. I look more excited than Kai to be on this ride.
(Krista and Riley) met up with us at Fiesta Texas and I just can't get enough of them. They are the best people I know. I am so lucky to be related to Krista. She is so talented and so so generous. They even took me to the airport when I left San Antonio (picked me up at 4:30 am to catch my flight on time) and I couldn't have done it (with all my bags, and both kids) without them. HUGE help. I love you guys! THANK YOU!

I am so sad that this picture isn't in focus.

Kai didn't really know what to think about Daffy and Bugs...
I'm so glad my Dad is willing to go on these rides with Kai. I have the best parents ever! They are so involved with everything and everyone.

It was kinda a chilly night. My kids both got a cold the next day and I think they got it from Fiesta Texas.

Santa
We saw a Santa almost everyday while in San Antonio. Kai would give them high fives, tell them "Ho, Ho, Ho" and then tell them he wanted a "Choo Choo". We practiced sitting on the lap of the Santa at the mall...practiced our smile...talked about how he wasn't scary. (I really wanted to get a good picture of the kids this year on Santa's lap. The only day I paid for a photo with Santa this is what happened. Kai wanted none of it. Oh well, guess we have another year of the crying Santa photo...
Cic was just fine though. She even tugged on his beard at one point.

12.14.2009

ouR 2009 CHRiSTMaS CaRD

I am in TEXAS!!! I can't even begin to describe how happy being back in Texas makes me feel. Even the air tastes better here! It was a stressful night at the airport, but it turns out that I stressed for no reason and my kids are AMAZING! I did have a ton of help from such nice people (complete strangers) at the airport though. This was really hard for me to swallow b/c I try to take pride in the fact that I can do things for myself...by myself, but it was really humbling to have so many people just walk up and do such amazing things to help me out. There was a guy who watched me load up a cart and both kids to walk into the airport..he just took over and walked/pushed us into the airport and through the lines all the way to my check-in. I didn't know who he was but he was a huge help. (I must have looked really pathetic.) I was so impressed with how willing people were to help out...especially since I didn't ask.
We have already had so much fun (minus the fact that Kai got sick this morning. I think he is on the mend though.) I will have to do a HUGE post when I get back.
I thought I should post our Christmas card before time gets totally away from me. This year our Christmas card was a total team effort. Our neighbor (Jackie) took our pictures (I will post some more of the pictures she took when I get home. There were sooooo many that I loved.), and my amazingly talented cousin (Krista) put together this adorable card. I know some pretty talented people huh?! I absolutely LOVE our card this year and am so happy with the way that it turned out. Thanks guys! We couldn't have done it without you!
Front of card:

Back of card:


Happy Holidays Everyone!

12.06.2009

Our Very Own "Lady In Red"

I know, what a HORRIBLE song! "Lady In Red" simply put, just reminds me of the youth church dances that my parents used to make me attend. The awkward rock back and forth "dancing"-sweaty palms-trying to come up with something to say to boy (who you have nothing in common with except religion) who just asked you to dance...those dances. This song was played at EVERY SINGLE one I ever attended. And if by chance I was wearing something red...even more awkward when the said boy would point it out.
But, the title absolutely describes Cici's Christmas dress.
When I was younger, my Mom would ALWAYS buy me a Christmas dress, and my brothers would get a new suite or tie. I was so excited to buy Cic her first Christmas dress this year and kept putting it off b/c I didn't want to spend a ton of money on it. I was waiting for the big "sale". We finally went to the mall to buy the dress I had been eyeing (thanks to my friend Emily who is such an amazing shopper). It was the last dress in the store and it just happened to be her size. Ahh....FATE! (At least that's what I told Ben.)
I was whole heartedly expecting every girl at church today to be wearing Cici's dress b/c I swear EVERY person at my church shops Children's Place for their kids. I kept looking around and I was shocked that NO ONE was wearing her dress.
I totally forgot to get pictures of the kids today before church (when we were all smiles) but luckily remembered after (when they were not so happy.) Kai didn't get a new suit this year. (I couldn't find one I loved. I just told him that he will get a new suit for Easter.) It helps that he still can wear his 18 month suit.
Expect to see many more pictures of this dress to come. She will be wearing it to Texas when we visit my folks this week to attend Quinton's wedding. Wish me luck. I will be flying solo with two kiddos...I AM SCARED TO DEATH!!!

I just love this kid. Her dress is so "girly".

I can't even describe how much I love this picture. I haven't been able to capture Cici's HUGE smile. I have been trying to get it on camera since she was born, and today we got it! This is the smile we see all day long. I just wish that Kai was a little more in focus.


12.01.2009

Thanksgiving Weekend

This year we had Thanksgiving with our wonderful neighbors the Newells. They are so much fun. We are lucky to live next to people we get along with so well. Jackie is an amazing cook and so anytime she cooks it is a real treat. Ben cooked the turkey and I cooked rolls. Jackie did everything else and it was AMAZING! It was my favorite Thanksgiving yet. Thanks guys we love you!


I am so grateful that my hubby is willing to take on such a big part of the Thanksgiving meal. I cannot cook the turkey. It is so sad. I can't help it. I think it is b/c the raw turkey is a recognisable animal to me. I can't bring myself to touch it (raw that is). After it is cooked I am fine. Ben does such a good job each year and it is always delicious! Thanks Babe!


Our Christmas Tree 2009...

This year we cut down our tree with the the Fitch's, the Amberry's, and the Boyd's. It was so much fun. We are blessed to have such great friends in our lives. Thanks for the memories this year guys!

Great job on picking out the tree this year, Ben. It is the best one yet!!!


The Fitch's and their tree...
The Amberry's and their tree. Kelly was such a trooper. She only has SIX weeks left til her due date and didn't complain once!!!
The Amberry's tree was like a 20 foot tree. It was gi-normous!


The Boyd's and their tree...

After tree hunting for a while, the boys finally decided they would have a better/faster time finding the perfect tree without the kiddos, so they left us in a sunny spot where there wasn't much snow. We had a good time waiting on them to return and luckily while the kids were playing no one fell down the mountain.

Emily, Grace and Matthew

Kai in his backpack. He loved sitting in there and just walking with Ben. I think he felt safe in there b/c when we took him out he asked to get back in. Ben told me that this was his last year in it. Next year Cic will ride in it and Kai and I will walk.


All the kiddos (minus baby Matthew and baby Cic). Kinda crazy that we took all these kids up the mountain huh? It was SOOOO much fun though!
Why is there a picture of my butt on the blog? Well, if you look close...NOT TOO CLOSE THOUGH, you will see a wet ring. No I did not pee my pants.
Going uphill with a baby in the snow is so much easier than going downhill. I was slinging Cici (Thanks to Julie for the AWESOME sling by the way) and Grace didn't have a way down the mountain. I thought it would be easier to just sit and slide down the snow with two kiddos rather than trying not to fall. I wish I had a sled, but we used my butt instead. I laughed the whole way down. When I got down to the bottom I did have to feel to make sure my jeans didn't tear and I could have sworn I was going to have frost bite on my butt. It all worked out and made for a pretty funny story in the end. That was Cici's first time sledding.

Just finished hanging the lights. This takes me a while, but I want each branch to have lights on them. Each branch has lights wound all over it. It is heavy on the tree but so beautiful at night when all the lights are off.

Ben's Grandma Nield always sends us ornaments every year. We hang all the gold ones on our three small trees in the dining room. Kai noticed that one of them was a train. (Oh great). We let him hang that one and re-hang it everyday when he takes it down. I know he has taken it down b/c all of a sudden he is "choo choo"-ing all over the house with it.


This ornament is hilarious. "First Born Mom's Favorite"
Kai loved helping us hang all the ornaments on the tree. This year has already been so much fun with him. Can't wait til Christmas morning to see his face!!!

My mother bought Kai this music box when he was about 6 months old. Santa plays the drums when a button is pushed. It is the most annoying music box ever but Kai loves it to death. His face lights up every time he sees it. Just look at his face in these pictures. He is showing Ben his "toy".

Here is the finished product...
As much as I love the holidays, I always think of those who aren't around. It's like a curse. Just be happy already...I miss all our friends who have moved away or just aren't around anymore. I hope EVERYONE has a wonderful holiday. You are missed.

Polar Express in 3-D
Kai is obsessed with trains. I mean, he is hard core....will throw a temper tantrum in the middle of the store EVERY SINGLE TIME he sees ANY sort of train. We thought he would like The Polar Express movie this Christmas and we were dead on. He likes it to much that he hid the movie from us. (Probably storing it in a safe place for use at a later time). We searched the house EVERYWHERE. One night Ben and I stayed up til 11:30pm (which is really late for me) just looking for it. It is gone...or maybe only Kai will be able to find it.
Anyway, we always go to Target the day after Thanksgiving (after the tree hunt) just to see what "bargains" they have.
We found The Polar Express 3-D movie (which included the original movie as well) for $5! YAY! So, after we put Cici down and Kai was fed we pulled out the glasses and enjoyed the movie as a family. It was our first 3-D movie and it was awesome! I had to put a beanie on Kai to keep his glasses on b/c they were a bit too big. Kai LOVED the movie. It was the first WHOLE movie that we have been able to sit through with him. It totally kept his attention and he was "choo choo"-ing all night long.


Church was short lived on Sunday. I went to drop Kai off at nursery and when we walked in there were a couple of kids with a horrible cough. We walked right out. I don't understand why parents bring sick kids to church. I was so frustrated b/c Kai is much too loud and busy to take to class with me now. So, after interrupting Sunday School a few times we left and headed home. I am afraid that this will be a frequent occurrence b/c I will just not put my kids into a classroom with other kids who are contagious...especially church.
We got home and I put Kai down for his nap but Cic was wide awake. I let her sit by the Christmas tree and snapped this shot of her happy face. I love this face.